So, it's 1AM here now.. (Yeah, sweden's one hour ahead of gbr) and I'm off to bed.. Or well, at least I've been thinking about going to bed for an hour now lol. Geez, I miss Darling so so so so so so much... He sent me a voice message over xbox live saying he had to go back to his dads, and that message was the last thing I heard of him. The thing was that he sounded real depressed.. I don't think he wanted to go back to his dads really. But well.. I miss him, and I know he's somewhere he prefer not to be. Which just makes me miss him even more.. Ah well. Last day of half term tomorrow, or today.. Or you get what I mean. And then back to school. And soon, soon I will get a proper answer from my mom if I can go to darling over christmas or not. She don't like the thought of me being away over christmas cuz she like wants all family gathered and stuff but yeah.. I don't think she's gonna say no. I'm actually quite sure she's gonna say yes. Ah well, however. Nighty night people. I'm gonna read some and then try to fall asleep without too much thinking. I havn't slept properly for 4 nights in a row now so im getting real tired.. Well well. Nighty night, again.