Darling is on xbox live, playing with Ellen and Venom but not on msn talking to me, again...
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I think we're drifting apart.. And just the thought makes me want to cry. Which I can't though, because my brother is just next to me. I don't know what's happening.. I need to know what's happening. But when I try to talk to Darling he doesn't say anything. He doesn't explain, he doesn't apologize, he doesn't seem to care about me anymore..
And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Maybe I shouldn't go there over christmas anyways? Maybe I shouldn't be going out with him? Maybe I shouldn't be putting all energy I have left after being depressed anyways and taking care of school on being rejected by him. Maybe we've been livin in an illusion, and he just realized it before me..
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
Maybe this is simply about to end.. The only problem is though... I love him...
