So.. Half term is nearly over and on monday it's back to school. This holidays has been just.. horrible really. Its been more or less all about missing Darling who I've barely spoke to at all this last week. He's been away at his dads monday-wednesday, thursday-today when he went over to Sam, a friend of his who I also know, and then he went back to his dads today. And when he's been home, well then he's mostly been playing Fable 2 (which, after playing it myself for the first time yesterday, I can kinda understand. That game is freaking amazing!) But still.. So.. For a week, we've barely been talking at all. And I miss him so so so so very much.. I just hope it'll go back to normal now when school's back. We usually talk all the time through voice conversations on msn. And oh, note to self; remind mom about ordering a new simcard for my mobile phone. Darling's texts doesnt reach me for some reason, but they reach my brother, so I figured I just have to change my simcard and it should work.

Uhm... However.. So.. I'm both looking forward to going back to school and dreading it. I know I've got loads of work in front of me. I have to write a "letter" to the author of a book I'm reading (well, I'm sopposed to be done with it ages ago, but I still have about 200 pages left.. But hey, I picked a quite complicated book of about 600 pages and most people in my class picked about 200-300 paged, easy ones. And also, I don't have to tell anyone I havnt finnished it, do I? haha. It's not like I'm gonna tell them how it ends anyways.) and I have to write that tomorrow cuz its sopposed to be handed in on monday. And then I have to start writing on this about 6 pages long paper about the medieval ages I'm sopposed to do.. And also I have a text in english on.. friday, I think? Oh, and yeah, I also have a homework in music theory for tuesday aaaand I was sopposed to practice my singing homework over the holidays as well but I've been ill all week so I havn't. Omg.. I get stressed just thinking about it. Oh however.. But as I said, I'm also looking forward to go back to school cuz that means I won't have to sit alone at home all days, I'll be at school around friends instead. Not that I actually have any real close friends at school, but there are a few people there who makes me feel alot happier then when I sit in my loneliness and feeling my annual fall-depression taking over.
Oh well, loads of rambling here, ey? lol.

Current status; Headache, missing Darling, watching boring crap on TV, chatting with Cheggs.
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So.. This is my first blog, i was gonna say at first, but that's a lie. It's my first blog in english though. So, who am I? And well, why would you find it interesting to read what I have to say? To be honest, I don't really know lol. But however I'm gonna do this anyways.

My name is Selene. Or actually that's not what the papers say, but still, that's my name. I just turned 16 and live in sweden. So well, yeah, I'm swedish. A quite big but very very pointless country up north most known as the capital of porno, ohyes. I'm studying music at my first out of 3 years at a ordinare collage, mostly waiting for the time to go faster so that my collage years will be over and I can finally move to england, which I've wanted ever sence I first put my foot outside the aeroplane when I was in london about 3 years ago. After that, I've this far been in england once, this summer, visiting my ex boyfriend John (who, logically enough, at that time was my boyfriend. But that's a story I can't really be asked to tell right now...) and will hopefully be going there again over christmas to meet my current boyfriend and, believe it or not, fiancée, Andrew, or as I call him; Darling.

What I'm gonna write here is all the thousonds of thoughts that are constantly going through my head. Dreams, wishes, happiness, depressions, hates and probably also probably quite alot of my rambling. So, I think that'll be enough for now, I shall now press the "Save!" button and post this. And, a minute later, start typing a normal entry. Haha. Enjoy...