My laptop broke, and then my stepdad fixed it.. But then it broke again. So it's probably some major breakdown. Damnit! I was feeling shit because of the dead fiancée (my laptop, with other words) cuz well.. What I do when I'm at home is more or less only being at my laptop and sometimes playing on the xbox. So now what the hell will I do? SO yesterday was just besically shit. Or well, once I got home it was. I dunno what it was, but I was having a horrible headache and I was sleeping rom like 6-8. But still I had no problem falling asleep when I actually went to bed.. But however. I realized today though that what the hell, I can surive without my laptop. I'm sitting at the liberary right now and I can sit here for 1 hour ever day if I so wanted, which I probably will. And I think I can live with that really. If, in case, my laptop won't be fixed in a while. I'm also gonna get some books (I mean hey, I'm at a liberary) to read and I decided to start writing some music. I've got a acoustic guitar at home. I can't actually play guitar very well but I can learn. So if I have time for it, I'm gonna write down some chords and go home and try to write some simple song. I always get into this very poethic(?) mood when I feel bad so I thought why not use that?

So well, however, I'm not gonna be writing like 3-4 posts eery day anymore, haha. At least not at schooldays. And tomorrow I won't be able to be on at all, cuz I have to go to a place called Halmstad to go to the hospital to check my dabetes. And I won't be on till like 6-7 sometime and I rly don't want to go to the liberary then, haha. Oh well. You'll have to learn to make it without just as much of me as you're used to *wink, wink*

I've got 42 minutes left of my hour here... I'm gonna read trough my mails and stuff and then look for some chords. See y'all on thursday I guess.

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.

P.S: I miss him.