I did get to play in time befoe Victor left, happy face. Not very long though, but still. It was something.
And I was playing first Halo 3 and then the Call of Duty: World at War demo with Darling earlier.. And for the first time in over 2 weeks he was acting like normal to me. The day I broke up with him. But I guess that's the reason, cuz he understood I was serious or something.. Right? Geez, ok, I'm not doubting I made the right decision, I'm not doubting. At least I try not to. Oh well.. I still don't have anything to say really and my head is all filled with this one person who won't leave me alone. So I shall now return to my Falling Slowly-overdosing and just keep thinking really.. I've got no better to do and I like dreaming away to those perfect places and moments I usually think about when I dream.
