Obviously enough I've been dreading this day. Today is the day the holidays started.. And omg today have been absolutely rubbish. It started out fine, Victor spent the night at my place and well.. How much better can a morning of mine get then waking up next to him? None, really. But then we had to get to school for the.. ending.. thingy, and... Idunno, churches, people saying goodbye, the music.. It always seems to make me sentimental easily. So while being in the church I started feeling worse, knowing the holidays were actually about to start, and you all know how I feel about the holidays... Then, afterwords, I had to go buy the christmas present for my stepdad and some stuff for my hair and.. Blergh. What the hell am I doing? I so can't be bothered to go through this awful day I've had once more. I just seem to be chased by everything.. Guess what Andy said yesterday? I was talking to him for a little moment while Crow was taking a shower. When Crow came back he said "awww, I don't wanna talk to him... I obviously wanna talk to you." That's what we used to sound like before we started going out. And I had a text from Erics brother blaming me for everything and I was all whiny and feeling like hell the last 20 minutes I spent with Victor today cuz I was stressed and stuff.. And.. geez.. Things couldn't be much worse right now. And I can't stop listening to these sentimental songs. Mostly Sarah Brightman. I havn't listened to her in ages.. It makes me sentimental but.. I mean, sentimental seem to be what makes me feel like home, doesn't it?
The sound is alot worse on this video then when I listen to the actual song but however... Listen to it, and the lyrics. It's beautiful, isn't it?