Ok so I made up my mind.. for now.. I'm too good at changing my mind. However. I'll leave the hair extensions for now and use the money I have atm to buy fabrics instead. I'm really enjoying this sewing-obsession and why not use it while it's here? When it comes to me and being creative things always seem to come in periods.. And I really hope this one will stick for a while, or like.. calm down and not be an obsession but still be here. I mean, I havn't been sewing like at all in over half a year and now I'm frustrated over being out of fabrics to make something out of lol. And well I really need more clothes as well, so... I have waaaay to little clothes and I don't even like about half of what I have.
The things I've been making these last 3 days havn't been too.. proper really. Or like the first top I made was but not the rest. It was just made out of random fabrics I had at home cuz i wanted something to do, I didnt even make patterns for them but just drew the lines directly onto the fabric, with other words; it could just as well have turned out being like way too small or not fitting at all and blabla. it didn't though, everything I've made have turned out pretty good actually. So I feel kinda proud of myself. But however I'm gonna order fabrics for two dresses and possibly something else if I've got enough money. And once I'm done with what I'm doing here right now I'm gonna sit down and scribble a bit and see if I can come up with some ideas. I like to have some finnished ideas so like.. When I have money for it I can go back to my old sketches and see if I find something I wanna make.

Apart from all of the sewing thoughts filling up my head.. I had the weirdest fight ever with Cheggs earlier. I can't exactly remember what it was all about but.. He was all überly depressed cuz I told him what I actually think about my sister. I told her she's the most shallow bitch I've ever known and she's not in love with him, she just enjoys the attention. And also I tried to make him realize he's not fucking in love with her. That've said like 20 words to each others and they just find each others fit. Love? Yeah, right. But the thing with Cheggs is.. When he gets upset, when things doesn't go his way or someone has a different opinion then him he's got zero input. I know alot more when it comes to this kind of stuff then he does and he knows it, but yet he didnt listen to me when I tried to help him. or, he listened, but he disagreed and refused to even concider the fact that I was right and there he got generally pissed with me and blocked me on msn for like 15 minutes or something. Then he unblocked me and said he was sorry, he knew I was right and blabla.. What I was trying to make him realize was that he's got nothing to be all depressed about. he didn't loose anything and my sister really isn't anything to feel bad about not having. (No offence but she's... Idunno.. She's got no respect what so ever.)
But yer however.. I and Cheggs were friends again in the end. And he said something about realizing why he love me so much and blabla so I guess it's back to normal again. That's alot better then hearing him going on about my sister though.
Ah well. I'm gonna fix my hair tomorrow.. New year on wednesday, going to Gothenburg to see Linda and Victor coming with me on saturday.. 6 more days, sigh.

Ok so it's a fact now.. I'm back. Or well, back to a part of who I used to be. Slightly obsessed with the way I look.
The original plan on what to do with my hair was just simply to bleach it and get it to white, or at least near to white. Then dye my fringe purple and.. well that was it. Now... I'm bleaching it and will do the second bleach tomorrow. I'll dye my fringe pruple (or the under part of it, so it'll be like half white, half purple). I gave myself a kind of sidecut yeterday, cutting the already quite short right side of my head shorter. I'll dye that shorter hair black and then the though is that, apart from lazy days when I'm just at home, I'll be overdosing hairspray to make my hair lying on the left side of my head. And then... I had the idea of getting white, pruple andmaybe some pink extensions to make my quite short hair longer and thicker.
That's.. Kinda alot more then my original idea. I'm not sure about the extensions though cuz well.. It's about either ordering some fabric for a dress and a top I had planned to do or getting the extensions. I feel more tempted to get the extensions at the moment though... But I'll wait till I'm done with the rest and see what it looks like. it's just that I've wanted to try loose extensions for quite a while. I've had synthetic dreads and I've had cyberlox, but I've never had loose extensions. I've attached loose extensions to a friend once but nothing more then that....

Lol ok I just noticed I started writing this 1½ hours ago and then completely forgot about it.
I've been sewing, I made myself a like.. waist belt in PVC and I'm gonna go and made that under bust waspie/corset thingy I mentioned like 2 days ago now. I'm seriously sewing way too much lol. I'm gonna be all desperate wonce I run out of fabrics. Cuz all I've been using is just stuff I've got at home. left overs and parts from the quite huge pile of old clothes I have to use.
Ah well. Cya laterrr.