I just had this major breakdown. Everything just fell apart. I don't know how, I don't know why. But I havn't been feeling this bad in ages. It's kinda the same feeling I had back then when I was feeling so bad over Andy. I can't be bothered to care about anything. I just talked to Victor on msn and he was trying to plan the upcoming week we'll spend together. And he wanted my opinion about things.. And I just couldn't be bothered. I can nearly say I don't care at all about seeing him right now. That's how much I don't care about anything. Everything just feels horribly pointless. And now.. I better stop crying.
I bet you don't know how it feels
To be walking past your house at night
I bet you don't know how it feels
To stand outside and watch the lights
And I don't know why
I just can't seem to dry
The rain on my face
All the tears I've cried
I think of the day
When you pushed me away
What can I do when I still love you?
What can I do?
Where can I hide -
From all of these feelings I keep inside?
It's dark as can be
And you'll never see
Just what it's like to feel..
What it's like to feel unloved
I bet you don't know how it feels
When your life flashes before your eyes
I bet you don't know how it feels
The moment when you realize
That you lost all you had
All that's good - all that's bad
And everyone tells you, you should be glad
Your love for me is gone
I should be moving on
And find someone new - but I still love you
What can I do?
Where can I hide -
From all of these feelings I keep inside?
It's dark as can be
And you'll never see
Just what it's like to feel..
What it's like to feel unloved
If I could turn back time
If I could press rewind
Go back to the days when you were mine
