I... Kind of changed my mind. I'm at the liberary right now, haha. I'm starting to wonder what I'm acrually doing here though so I'm probably not gonna stay for too long.
So.. After I'm done here I'm off to look for a christmas present for my mom. And try to think of something other then what I had planned for my stepdad.. I really don't like this whole thing with christmas presents. Because.. Do you actually buy them because you want to give something to the person in question, or do you just buy them for the sake of it? In most cases, the reason is option 2. That's why I don't like it. And I try to mix these things. I do buy presents for the sake of it, but at least I try to find something that actually means something. But that's not too easy.. And now, once I've figured out the perfect gifts for both my mom and stepdad.. Of course, they're too expensive. It's just so damn.. gah!
And then I would want to buy something for Victor, even though we said we wouldn't.. But in that case I dunno what and the chance of me being able to afford it if I decide to buy what I want for my parents..I'm gonna be completely broke.
But I mean.. what do you prefer.. Buying some shitty little present that isn't actually for any good, might not even be used and is just bought for the sake of it.. Although, it was quite cheap. Or.. Getting something that actually suits the person you get it for. That'll make them happy, will be used but then.. is probably quite alot more expensive. Well.. In some cases you can mix the two good parts fo this. Suiting and cheap.. But that's quite rare, isn't it? At least I seem to have the bad luck of not being able to match those. Meh.. I just find it quite annoying somehow. And now.. I'm still wondering wtf I'm doing here. Especually sence my blood glycose is getting low, equal I have to get something to eat. So... I'm off now.

I'm having photogrophy class at the moment so I'm just quickly gonna write something. I was gonna go to the liberary and a computer there once this lesson is over but I changed my mind and can't be bothered to. I'm really hungry so I'm gonna go get something edible and then go look for a christmas gift for my mom. Or at least check how much what I wanna get to her actually costs. And maybe I'll buy myself some pens and paper to have at the flat, I feel like picking up my drawing again.. I'm actually quite good at it. Or at least I used to be. Maybe I'll show you something sometime. Blabla.

Uhm.. randomness.. I've got more things to say but at I said, I've got a lesson so I should pay attention to that instead. See y'all.. Some other day,

Monday morning.. Computer science class thingy.. And what do I do? Well of course I write here. I'm too predictable sometimes.
I spent the weekend with Victor.. And I dunno what to say about that really? As Victor wrote in his blog, what do people want to hear about happiness anyways? It was great, just being with each others more or less constantly for 3 days. Eating crappy food, watching films and playing on the xbox. Just.. being. Once he had left yesterday I went to buy some Ben and Jerry's and ate that till my stomach was hurting, lol, "talking" to Orkra (I was in his party on xbox live, he was talking and I answered with textmessages sence I still havnt got a new mic) and watching the second Atlantis film. It was seriously really.. really bad. And well then I went to sleep at like.. 11 or something. And I fell asleep at once, and actually slept all night! That's seriously revolutioning. I mean sure, I do sleep ok nowadays, but I never sleep well. Exept when I'm with someone. I always sleep well when I'm with someone (my brother who I share room with does not include "someone"). But tonight I did. Until the alarm on my phone went on at 5.. Equal 2 hours too early, cuz I forgot to turn off my old alarm. But after I woke up from that I fell asleep again, more or less instantly. And I'm all happy about this, haha. Cuz I'm actually.. Not too tired for once.

So.. Now I'm having computer class, writing this and listening to the soundtrack of the musical episode of Buffy the vampire slayer. Later on I have a maths test (blargh) and hopefully I'll get the swedish test we had last thursday back today as well. I wanna know if I did as well as I think.. And then.. Well, it's only 2 weeks left till the christmas holidays! It feels so weird.. And I have to get the last christmas presents.. Geez.. I've got perfect ideas for presenst for both my mom and stepdad for like the firsrt time ever.. But I don't think I can afford them, that's the problem. Sad face..

Yesterday, after Victor left I was thinking about something.. Where is the line between lying and just keeping away information? My mom always tell me that what she hates the most is when people (well, I in the cases she's said that) lie. And I know that my answer to that have seceral times been that I was never lying, I was just not telling her things. And then she says that it's the same thing. Som according to her, keepingf away information is lying. I myself though thinks that it's two completely different things. I mean.. I don't lie just cuz I don't, without a reason tell someone.. I've got diabetes. Just to say something radom as an example. I do lie if I don't answer when someone asks if I do though. That's what I think is the difference. Even if it's something inportant (usually more inportant then me having diabetes) I don't usually randomly tell people. But if I'm asked.. I more or less never lie about it. Or well, I never lie about it. I try to avoid lying as good as possible. So.. Where is actually this line between lying and not lying? Sence people's got such different opinions about this.. I think it's quite easy to get an argument because of it. For instance, me and my mother. We nearly never argue though, but when we do it's often because she thinks I've been lying about something...

Ah well. I gotta keep working now. My teacher's flipping (well, as much as he can.. equal not at all, but however). Luckilly he thought I was writing an email so he said it's ok for me to write but only not the whole lesson. And I've been doing this for 30 of the 60 minutes now, haha.