Even though I didn't go to sleep untill about half one-one in the morning I had a great night's sleep. No more then 7 hours, but more then enough to make me feel well. I'm not that tired and my head isn't asleep lol 
Although, I got waked up 4 times this morning before I actually went up -.- First at 7:30 cuz Victor texted me, but I didn't mind that. Hearing from him, saying he missed me made it OK even if I had 2 hours left to sleep. Then I woke up from the alarm of Victor's old phone which I borrowed cuz the battery on mine deaded. Theeeen some random bleeping started 30 minutes before I had to be up and then my actual wake-up alarm went off at 8:30. Geez, lol. Then I went to school to have my singing lesson, had lunch with Crow and now here I am. I'm going to join that girl in my class' singing lesson for the duet thingy in 35 minutes and I've got nothing to do before that. So; Computerrr! Lol.
I know I mention it alot but I love my singing teacher. Today she told me like "Oh I love working with you, you're so funny! I missed you last week." and that made me all happy face. I'm so glad she thinks so, cuz that means I relax and stuff. And I'm usually not very good at relaxing when it's connected to singing infront of anyone really. So, it's gonna be a bit weird changing teacher after the summer, but I'll get used to it.. Pernilla, my (probably) new teacher did this solo on the choir concert I had last tuesday and omg she's sooo good! And her voice is at the same level as mine, so I think she'll be able to help me alot more. My current teacher's got a much lower voice then me, you see. But it still works out great though.
(Sorry, I ramble too much.)
Idunno if I should actually say too much about this but last night I started feeling all weird. Once Victor had left, I enarly felt like crying. Cuz.. For some random reason, some randome way, I didn't feel anything. I didn't feel anything from him at all. And that made me feel.. sick, kind of. And I was all like now wtf is this? I know he loves me damnit, but why did I all of a sudden feel like there was nothing there? Oh idunno.. I talked a bit to Darling about it but he just told me not to worry, he knows me too well and know I worry alot easier then I should. It's probably nothing. Actually I'm quite sure it was nothing. But I can't really help but getting anxious about it, right? Meh, whatever. I do worry about ten times more then I should and I am very aware of that.
However, I've got nothing more to say. I'll spend the afternoon with Victor and might not be home till like 10-10:30.
Loves you all xxxxx
