It so feels like it's sunday today.. it's so weird that it's only friday! I don't mind it thugh, not at all.
Somehow I've managed to have things to do pretty much all day today. I joined my mum to the shops before breakfast, then I spend about an hour/an hour and a half sewing, then I joined my mum and Patric to Linda and Kennert (friends of the family) where mum and I helped Linda a little with sme problems on a website. Then we got back home, I kept sewing (I'm like 70% done now yay, only the sleeves left), had dinner, and now I'm here. Sooo.. I haven't done any excercise today! I'm like omg. Not that bothered though, which feels kinda good. I mean, I should be excercising, but I don't wanna get too obsessed with it anyways. Although, I won't be able to do any other excercise then walking the next 3 weeks (apart from next saturday-sunday) cuz I'll spend all that time at Victor's. And I'm like yeah, sure, I could do some muscle excercise or maybe have a short run or something even if I'm at his, but.. The thing about me and excercising is that I hate it when other people see me doing it. That's why I more or less enjoy running in the woods, but not in town.
Talking about running in the woods I could just as well have a run in an hour or so, or maybe just a walk. I wouldn't mind that.
Anyways, Victor's still at that camp thingy and he might come here tomorrow. Idunno though? I told him to find out what time we'd have to pick him up in that case, cuz I have to ask mum since Karro's having her confirmation tomorrow and we won't have time to pick him up any time of the day. But he haven't said anything about it, and franky.. I won't remind him. This might sound really mean or whatever but it's like.. I don't like being away from him, but I like having some time at home, doing nothing or whatever I want. And Victor and I still haven't really got that far. Maybe when it's aout me being at his, then we pretty much have. I'm enough at home there so I could be there without him even being there, but he isn't here so we always do things literally together. And I love that, but weekends have turned into the time I spend sewing, spending hours in front of the computer doing nothing, talking to friends, watching TV and talking shit with Patric etc. etc. and I still want that. So, with other words; (Omg I feel so horrible saying this but..) I'm not that bothered if I don't see him till sunday, and I need him to show that he can keep track of things without me reminding him, so therefore I won't remind him.
I randomly thought that I should mention that today is a year since I started going out with John (omg) and tomorrow's mine and Victor's months anniversary. Then I realized it's not, our anniversary is on sunday and the thing with John is tomorrow. LMAO. That's how screwed up my view of time is right now. Then just imagine what it'll be like in the summer holidays? Lol.
Anywhow, I'll go back to the bolero now, I wanna try to finnish it today. xxxxxx
