This song is just.. amazing! I've been overdosing it these last couple of days. I'm so stuck in the quote "You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there."

You don't seem to be allowed to sleep too late in this house anymore, haha. All family used to be night people, waking up at like 11 in weekends/holidays. But when I woke up at about 12:15 today and went downstairs first my sister said "goodmorning. You do know it's past 12, right?" or something like that. Then 5 seconds later I met Patric who said "good day" and I was like *sigh*
I haven't had any breakfast and isn't planning to either and I'm thinking I might take 15 minutes or something on the crosstrainer.

Just a second ago I randomly get like some kind of deja vu feeling, a flashback of some kind to the dream I had last night. I didn't think of it at all when I woke up, cuz there was so much going on in it... But at one part of the dream I was with Victor, and I kept walking away from him, crying and stuff.. It was like the way we were together was the bad things we have only... Me getting annoyed and upset with all kind of random things, that is... Fuck I feel so bad about that now. Although I know that's not how we are. Those things happen once in a while, but not that often.. At least I don't think so? My god is everything about to screw up or what is this...

Fuck I'll just do some workout now, I need something else to think about. Being away from him is what makes me think like that.