I just signed in here to go through my loads of unread messages and to see if there was anything of any interest, and manged to stumble upon Victor's profile. I never went onto his blog or anything, just his profile. And.. wow. Things change. It's unbelievable how much and how easily things change.
I'm nearly crying here, and I suppose none of you understands a shit of what I'm on about. And i might tell you, I might write later, or tomorrow, in a week or a month. I'm not sure. But things have changed. Everything's changed. Nothing is the same and it never will be.

Oh my god, change scares me so much.