O dear, I keep thinking that I'm gonna keep writing but I never do. Exept every once in a while. But right now I'm actually concidering to start writing properly again. Maybe not 5 posts per day as I used to, but maybe one. It feels like I've said this before though? Idunno. But don't give up the hope on me! haha.
And.. well.. It's over a month since I did my last update. So maybe I should just start by making another one? Cuz quite some things have changed.
I suppose I could basically start off where I ended last time. About going to Darlington.
To start with, I'm going out with Daniel now. And have since.. I think the day I wrote that last post, lol! Or well, two days before that I told him I like him and later that day we said that we were actually going out. It wasn't planned at all to be honest. I did know I liked him, and I had for a while, but I kept thinking I shouldn't get into a relationship so soon after breaking up with Victor, and I kept thinking I shouldn't go out with him before I met him. But those thoughts fucked up, haha. And I don't regret it, at all. He's great and I love him and I can't wait to see him. I've got all the tickets already and I'm going on the 20th of december, going back home on the 6th of january. So I'll be away almost all holiday.
I don't think you're interested in a long story about how much I love him and how great he is and such, so let's leave it with this, for now (muaha).
Apart from the awesomeness and happiness I get from the above, things have been pretty bad lately. I always get depressed at about this time of the year, but this year is just extreme. I can't take a single bad thing without falling apart completely and I'm SO not bothered with school at the moment. I usually get all A's and B's on tests, but on the 4 tests I've had this far I got 2 D's, a C and a B. And honestly, I don't care that much. I just can't be bothered. Which is a reeeeally bad thing. Hopefully I'll get some enegery to do better these last 7 weeks of school since I've got a week off next week, woop.
Oh and well, Victor's still my best friend, we're always together at school. It's a bit hard sometimes though. I can't mention Daniel around Victor without him going all sad face. Which is a bit hard, because most things I do involve either Victor or Daniel. But oh well, we're getting there.. I hope. Because that sensitivity is the reason for most of the fights we have. And we still fight, like.. idunno, about once/week i think. But yes, it'll be fine.
And now I really just CAN'T write more on this computer. Gah, I hate school computers. It keeps freezing, and then I have to wait to type more. Bah.
I've got some crisps in my locker, let's go nomnom them. And then I've got piano lesson in 20 minutes. And I forgot my notes at home. And I haven't done my homework. Oh well.
Hopefully I'll cya guys tonight.
