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Bedtime stories. from SeleneG 257 days old

I said to myself that I would go to sleep the first time aboutan hour and a half ago. I always do that, but do I ever actually go to sleep in time? No. ...

CrushCrushCrush. from SeleneG 260 days old

[ ... ] and missing Victor. Like hell. I've got his hoodie and it smells like him and I can't stop smelling it. Gosh I miss him so much Hearing ...

The Hill. from SeleneG 325 days old

Today has been the most schizofrenic (that probably wasn't spelled right) day ever. I've been depressed, hyper, happy, nearly crying, stressed, tired ...

Until time is undone. from SeleneG 326 days old

[ ... ] i just keep missing him I've never, ever spent christmas anywhere else then with my family. Different parts of it. Many years ago it was all ...

Agony. from SeleneG 332 days old

The only reason I actually go to the liberary nowadays seem to be that I don't want to go home. Today is an even more extreme case of that. I guess ...

Frozen. from SeleneG 337 days old

  For some reason I seem to do worse and worse without Victor. Saying bye, if only for the night, seem to be horrible. It was like that yesterday ...

Emotionalitality (ehm.. what?) from SeleneG 357 days old

Random title, but I can't be bothered to think fo something. Writing that last part Was really hard. I nearly started crying, but managed not to. ...

Sacrifice. from SeleneG 359 days old

I just deleted Andy from my friendslist on xbox live Just a random comment.I'm going to the hospital tomorrow (as I was sopposed to last wednesday) ...

Unknown. from SeleneG 363 days old

I have purple dye in my hair and am just waiting to go wash it out. I changed my hair completely today. I've needed a haircut for a while but just to ...

Who am I to say you love me? from SeleneG 364 days old

I let this song and its lyrics take the place of a text right now.